Last day

Doug is officially out of his house and into ours :D woot woot. We've been having a blast, and tonight should be extra wonderful with the booze involved.

I found a home for the little birds, 2 cockatiels, 1 lovebird, and a finch so that is good, one less cage=lots less mess. Our livingroom looks fucking sweet, I'm going to take some pictures and post them soon. OMG I'm watching Room 401 and it is fucking hilarious. They just scare the hell out of people hardcore.

My drink of choice tonight is:

Hell ya bitches!

Hopefully I will be seeing both Danielle and Mark for a little party time in Owosso friday!

Sigh...

Well, I'm over in Lansing, still working! Brad can be all the way across the country and he still puts me to work! I just can't wait to get a fuckin paycheck out of all this! Not a whole lot to say, everything is going real well in Owosso with Doug moving in and stuff. Took us for fuckin ever to find some bud last night, but finally we did :)

Trolloc and Danko are driving me crazy with all the barking, so I have to come up with a solution before I shoot myself. Anyone want a dog?

That's my life

Things are going great with Danky Doug moving in! Not much more to say about that, other than its just going good :D

One of Scott's foster cats passed away, which was very sad. Unfortunately the cat was quite old and had been vomiting regularly long before he left his original owner. Luckily he didn't have to die stuck in a kennel at her parents house! When he was found it didn't look any different than a sleeping cat, called his name with no response and that's the story. He died in his sleep, I think it is a good way to go. Smokey is sad although and I am sad for him. There is a good chance that Orkys organs had been shutting down for a long time, there was no sign of him getting any worse than before, so I can only assume it was internal. Rest in peace.

On a lighter note...well there isn't a lighter note. It just sucks, and it is horribly depressing, for me anyways.


First it was Fluffy, now Orky...I'm taking Snaffle to the vet this week just to be sure he isn't next. Since there was no signs with Orky (other than he was never in real good shape to begin with) I just hope Snaffy is OK. I could keep rehashing what happened to Ork, but there is no way to know. He should have been vetted when his coat started to look so shitty. He is over the rainbow bridge now, in a better place.

goddamn

I've been wicked busy with work, and haven't had any internet to blog! For the next 9 days I will though! Life has been good...rough...but good. I've been passing out early from exhaustion every night, which really isn't any fun when you are fully aware everyone is smoking a J and you can't even get outta bed!

I've been going to some really sweet barns for work. For those of you that don't know I work for Performance Equine, Dr. Brad Hill. I am his professional and personal assistant, so I do all the work :) but I love it and Brad is good people. We drink beers after work, smoke ciggies all day, live the good life! Except I get ignored pretty often, which is a bummer. There is still time though, I haven't had the job long enough to really know how its going to go.

Back to the horses. I got to see *Afire Bey V* yesterday!!! Which is meaningless to you I'm sure...but to ME! I was aww struck. He is just stunning, and to know how successful he is as a stud is awesome. If you want to know who Afire Bey is visit www.afirebeyv.com basically to sum it up AFire Bey V is the #1 Leading Sire of Halter and Performance and Performance for the 7th consecutive year at the US Nationals and for the 6th consecutive year at the Canadian Nationals so he's a pretty big deal :D IXL Noble Express was also at the barn, and a joy to see as well.

We went to a great cutting barn yesterday too, farm that was home to "Dry Doc" the million dollar AQHA cutting stallion out of Doc Bar, dam was Poco Lena out of Poco Bueno. I know that doesn't mean anything to anyone else, but it does to me!

6 and a half of laughs

Good good!

Frankly, all I've said is a whole bunch o' negative shit, but today is a pretty good day so I'll take it! Went to work 6am, ended up only having 2 horses to work on so thank god no 16 hour day today! Found out I'll be in New Mexico at the national show over my birthday. Not my ideal situation as I'm missing David's birthday as well but eh, whatcha gunna do, gotta make some muns hun!

Was supposed to go to Sylvan Lake today to see David (the captian), but it just doesn't seem to be working out. Hoping that happens soon though, would like to hear some real thoughts not just through the phone or via AIM. Danky Discin' Doug just went to work...so should be a nice day of relaxin smokin and surfin the web.

I feel like I probably have alot more to say, so there will be more posts throughout the day ;)

1 year 3 months and 11 days until Ron Paul can be prez :D
Peace

Everything is Wonderful Now

If everything is so wonderful why am I sitting here crying over my life again? I have nothing to fucking cry about other than being generally unhappy with the place (geographically) that I'm in. When I can see this:

Then turn around and see this:


Not to mention have the ocean in my backyard :) then I'll be all set. Could there be a better state to live in?

But that can't just be it. I mean I now have an excellent and amazing paying job that should mean all good things. I just want someone in my life that is remotely emotionally combatible with my issues. My friends all contribute greatly to my emotional stability, each in different quantities (and qualities). I love them all for it, but nobodys hit the nail on the head. I'm sure everyone is looking for that person in their lives. Maybe I just need to work it out and figure the right things to say to people to give them the best chance to succeed. Eh...that just doesn't seem worth it. I'd so much rather just be on my own, left allow with my animals, and just see people when they visit. See that doesn't sound like something I would enjoy either. Who knows, I should just cut myself a break and quit letting people disappoint me.
1 year, 3 months, and 12 days until Ron Paul can be president
Peace

Oh what a night!

Well it was some kind of special night, not sure it went too well for anyone. Mo-mo came up from IU, sadly not very many of his old friends (ie friends outside "the crew") showed up at the club. I forgot my ID so I couldn't get in and went home. To be honest I wasn't super excited about it after I saw miss "I'm always the craziest at parties" KILL ME. God I hate chics.

Doug wasn't in a very super mood either. I tried my bestest, got frusterated, tried somemore, but I never give up! S around 4am I went out and bought a cheesecake and Chubby Hubby Ben and Jerrys...can't be sad with that around!

Woke up this morning with a terrible pain in my knee. It has been bothering me so much from work it is unbelievable! It felt like it was being ripped apart from the inside out. Well anyway everyone is ignoring me, I have to take my car in. Fucking alternator in my car is not working BLEH.

Tonights Drink of Choice

Already Pissy

Didn't take long huh!? I swear to god I just get so bitchy about the most pointless issues. You know, they aren't even issues, I just fabricate things. Mostly it just pisses me off when people act like they have a fuckin log up their ass for no reason. There is no reason someone can't just be open with whatever is causing them to carry a big chip around on their shoulder. And for christ sake, how bout just letting it go to begin with!

Now, for the record, I'm a huge hypocrite, I carry a slap to the balls around in my pocket just incase someone gives me a good excuse to use it. I don't like to be patronized, just be straight. I'm not even sure what I'm trying to argue, but I think I feel better.

Doug is so not going to go to the club tonight, which is fine. I just don't want to the night to be full of people acting all bitchy. I'm sure Mo-mo will be fine, but who knows about the rest of em. Come on Doug...hopefully he'll pull through, or else I'm going to get stuck talking to someone with a vag...bleh.

Music Video of the day...

Becoming Insane~Infected Mushroom

Will be seeing these guys with Mark, Doug, and David :)

Here We Go

I've done this shit before and I always get myself in trouble. Of course I'm not letting that stop me from making the same mistake twice. Sweet.

Now, I swear to god if anyone gets fucking nutzo over this shit, just fuckin save it. I'm a huge bitch, got it! I'll do what I want ;)

Got that outta the way! Hard to say what I'll possibly be writing about, I lead a pretty sweet life. Lots of drinkin, smokin, dreamin...just livin the good life really. Been talking to some old friends, not really "old" but I haven't kept up my half of the friendship very well over the past few months. I feel guilty about that sometimes, especially about Phil...he's a good guy, I should be nicer. Story of my fuckin life, always disappointing everyone but myself :D

I feel too weird for people. Things just sort of bounce around in my head and hey Mo-mo's calling. Sweet. oooo lots of people are coming to Spiral tonight for the drag show! Doug's coming too woot woot! Alright, off the phone with Mo-mo. Sounds like tonight should be a good time, going to the club with some different people. Unfortunately I don't have any clothes or make-up to go out in...so it should be a super lezzzzbo night!

Well I didn't finish any of my thoughts, but I rarely do. Gotta go finish this bowl.
1 year 3 months and 13 days until Ron Paul can be president!
Peace.